Monday, November 30, 2009

Goodwill on Steroids!

Dude - I made quite the discovery the other day! Turns out, about 2 minutes from my house lives this giant, glorious Goodwill (um, right next to a Big Lots!)! Ok, so I'm serious. It's huge. And inside, it's huge too. And spread out. The goodwill back in Ames wasn't tiny, but it WAS super cramped inside! And this one had all kinds of great stuff too!! I can't wait to go back when I have money ;)

Ooh, I DID get this water bottle - BRAND NEW - for only a couple bucks ;) The top part twists and the straw hides away and it doesn't leak! I love it cause I drink water so much better when I have a straw.



Ok this was a pointless post. Yup. That's all.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Read-a-long

I uploaded a few more videos (most are still processing) tonight. One of them is of Cody reading me a book. It's super dark, and I apologize, but you can still hear him reading it. I only ended up helping him a few times. He's so smart, he amazes me. As I was waiting for the videos to upload, I was looking through my old videos and found one of him from when he was 3.5, exactly how old Tanner is now.



Watching that video really motivates me to get working with Tanner more on stuff like that. Tanner is a smartie too, but it's obvious he's a 2nd child. He will often default to Cody, or look to Cody for answers. OR, Cody will answer questions for him, before he gets a chance to figure it out for himself. So this has really encouraged me to sit down and focus on teaching Tanner the way I taught Cody.

Anyway, here's one of the videos of Cody reading. Again, sorry they're so dark. I'll post the other one (which is REALLY long, just a warning) when it finishes uploading to youtube.


Saturday, November 28, 2009

Welcome to Hick-ville. Population: Ryan

Well, it was bound to happen. Ryan has 3 fake teeth, right up front. When he was in 7th grade, he was in an accident and he mangled his face up pretty bad, including (especially) his teeth. He's had many many surgeries and grafts and implants (for the teeth) and for the past few years he's had 3 temporary teeth, held in place with titanium screws.

Anywho.

Last night our friends Dave and Liz came over to hang out. We went and played a little football in the soccer complex, then came back, then went to Target where we ended up getting one of those Gingerbread House kits. Our kit came with 5 little houses. I have pictures, they'll come at a later date.

Fast forward to today. I was out and I talked to Ryan on the phone, who told me "when you get home, we need to talk".

Yeah, that's never good.

Turns out he had tried to take a bite out of one of the houses and his teeth shattered! All 3 teeth broke right off of his screws. Gone. Toothless. Oh. Em. Gee.

Yes, let the hillbilly jokes begin, my husband looks like a hick! As funny as it looks, it is kind of serious. Aside from the discomfort/pain that comes from having that much of his gums exposed and screws sticking out of them... We also are not in a place financially for him to get his teeth fixed. I mean, obviously we'll work something out, but it's not exactly the best timing (is it ever?)

I'm really trying hard not to stress about it and trying to cast all of my cares upon the One who has the whole thing in His control.

But I'm stressing because despite the applications I've filled out, the resumes I've sent in, the follow up phone calls I've placed... I still don't have a job. Ryan works for the school district, so when school is not in session, neither is he... We were already trying to plan ahead for Christmas break (2+ weeks of no paycheck) and this just isn't going to be easy.

We're sort of used to money drama though :P So I know it will work itself out. God has always provided the exact amount that we've needed right when we've needed it. Whether it be random money coming from random places, or photography jobs or payments coming in. He's always taken care of us.

I've posted some pictures on facebook of his crazy hillbilly smile ;) It's a face only a wife could love ;) Kidding!!! Hehe!!

Anyway, that was the big excitement of our day, and we got to forget some of that stress at Ryan's sister's and his dad's birthday party. Steak, Salmon, mashed potatoes... mmm... comfort foods, I tell ya ;)

Would you mind praying that I get a job? Not just any job - because if I wanted to take just any LPN job, I'd be employed by now. I specifically am looking for an LPN job that works with our current schedule so that we don't have to put the boys in daycare. Which means I can work overnights (I would love to do 2 or 3 12 hour shifts a week) or I could do M-F mornings (7-1130) and whenever on Saturday. I'm really really trying to get in at a certain place and am going to go there again on Monday to hopefully be a squeaky wheel... Prayers would be much appreciated. God knows the desires of our hearts and He knows what job and what hours would be best.

Thanks all!! Tylenol PM has kicked in, so I have to end this because I'm typing like a drunk and am getting frustrated with having to delete and retype all my words :P G'Night!!

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Just a reminder

Being the holiday season and all, there are a TON of deals going on in internet-land and in real life. I come across a ton of deals on a daily basis and I've been "sharing" them when I read them in my Google Reader! So don't forget to scroll down and check out the left side of my blog to see some great deals!


....You know, like the Caribou deal for Friday ;)

What Faith Can Do

Music has always been a very special part of my life. It seems that no matter what I'm going through - good, bad, or indifferent - there's always been music, a certain song, that speaks what my heart can't. Music seems to be able to pull the message of my soul out when I can't do it myself.

This summer, music was my therapy as I sang through songs like "Battlefield", "Broken", "Porcelain Heart", "Cry", "While I'm Waiting" "If You Want Me To", and "Broken Hallelujah". These songs were on my constant playlist. I would go from brokenhearted to hopeful with the push of the button. Through it all, I had faith that God would work through this. I knew He would. And He did. And now, hearing this next song, I can barely hold back the tears as I sing along with lines like "broken hearts become brand new" and "overcome the odds, when you don't have a chance".

Our God is good. He is SO SO good. Don't lose faith. Life may not turn out the way you WANT it to, but God won't ever let you down. Your idea of rock bottom may just be His idea of the perfect position for us to be in to Worship. And it can only go uphill from there :)

Please be encouraged by this song. It touches my soul in so many ways, and I know that whatever YOU are going through, it will touch your soul too. That's what Faith can do ;)




Kutless

“What Faith Can Do”


Everybody falls sometimes
You gotta find the strength to rise
From the ashes and make a new beginning
Anyone can feel the ache
You think its more than you can take
But youre stronger, stronger than you know

And dont you give up now
The sun will soon be shining
You gotta face the clouds
To find the silver lining

Ive seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesnt ever end
Even when the sky is falling
Ive seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
Thats what faith can do

It doesnt matter what youve heard
Impossible is not a word
Its just a reason for someone not to try
Everybodys scared to death
You may decide to take that step
Out on the water
But itll be all right

Life is so much more
Than what your eyes are seeing
You will find your way
If you keep believing

Overcome the odds
When you dont have a chance
(Thats what faith can do)
When the world says you cant
It will tell you that it can

(Repeat Chorus)